I'm so worried !
Yesterday I got my Hedley tickets in the mail.
All together I should have 4 tickets in different areas.
I only got 3.
I got the one in the 4th row and the 2 in the 16th row.
I'm missing mine.
My 3rd row ticket.
The weird thing is, I bought that one before the other 3.
I really scared right now.
If I don't get that one, I'll probably just take the 4th row one.
That was suppose to be the extra ticket I had.

On the first day they went on sale, I bought the 3rd row ticket for myself,

First of all I love you your the most amazing people I know..I am who I am simply because of you, without you I don't know where I would be..you make me smile, you make laugh, believe it or not you make me cry, you drive me toootally insane but I love you for it..when I listen to you or watch your wonderful videos the world feels perfect & when I'm not I constantly think about you, I can't explain my love for you or how much I care about you, you mean the world & so much more too me.

My parents piss me off so much !
They just don't understand anything !
One thing that really got me mad today was hearing my mom tell me she doesn't love me !
Like who the fuck would say that to their child ?!
I try so fucking hard to make them happy and all I get is "You didn't do this right" or "Why can't you be like (insert persons name) more
It really hurts hearing you parents say that to you after you try so hard to make them happy !
They never point out the good things I do.
It's always the bad things I do.
They expect me, my sister, and my brother to be the perfect three.

If you're going to love me, love me deeply
If your going to break my heart, then break it all
If you're going to care, care for me completely
If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall
If you're going to stay, then stay forever;
& if you want to leave, then do it today
If you're going to change, change for the better
& if you're going to talk, please mean what you say

Happpiiieee Birthdayy Jacobb !
I've already said it 827365723 timesz !!
Todayy is yourr dayy !!!
Your 24 yearsz old !!!
Hope all of your dreamsz and wishes come true (cheesiiest line EVER)
You deserve anything and everything you want cuz man have you earned it !!!
HAPPiiEE BURRTHDAYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOO
PARTYY HARDD !!! <3333333333333333333333

Okiie
Well tommorrow me and my friend Dragon are going to walk to Sobeys and buy a cake. we do not know what type of cake to get.
anyone have any ideas ?????

Ohh and as we walk we are going to ask random people to say "Happy Birthday Jake!" and a little msg for him. =]
and then at one of their concertsz in October i will give him the DVD thingy with all of the people saying happy birthday to him
LMAO
Tommorrow = Fun Day !
(y)
now what kind of cake do you think Jacob would get ??
LMAO

I love hearing about how good Hedley concerts are !
It just makes me feel soo happy !
Knowing that people have the time of their lives at Hedley concerts is really cool.
That was before....
Before my dad gave away my Hedley tickets.
I still love listening to people tell me their wonderful Hedley experiences.
It's just that I want my own Hedley experience !
It's so depressing knowing that you had tickets to go to their shows and now someone you never met has those same tickets just because they asked for them.

Today was a good day !
Morning was OXUM !
After lunch we had a class party.
At this class party we watched a movie and ate junk food.
After the movie was done we started to talk and stuff...
I wanted to listen to some Hedley music so I walked over to my bag to get my iPod
I looked in my bag only to find my ipod was missing.
I didn't really freak out because I thought one of my friendsz took it out of my bag.
So I walk over and asked them. All of them said "Nope"
I still wasn't freaking out because I knew it was somewhere in the classroom.
and I kind of guessed who had it.

I'm extremely pissed off because my dad had gave away my FRONT row HEDLEY ticketsz to his friendsz daughter !!!
I HATE my dad right now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOLLLLLLLLLLLLYY SHIIZZ !!
im soo pissed off !!!!
I cried A LOTT !!!!!!!!!
I hate mii dad !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I hate him !!!!!
And that stupid bitch who took my ticketsz !!!!
FUCK HER !
I was looking forward to this concert and now that i dont have ticketsz my WHOLE summer is fucked up !!!
I feeling like punching my dad !!
OMG !!!!
How could be do this ???!!!!!
:( :( :( :(

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
The funniiest thing happened yesterday.
I finnallyy ended my so called friendship with some dude named Gaurav aka Follower
I have known him for 3/4 yearsz now.
First 2 yearsz of knowing him = Awesome
Now this year it was horrible and I blame that on some next dude named Mohit aka Jerk =]
Anywaysz I won't get into the story behind any of them.
I'm just happy me and Follower are DONE !!!!

Anywaysz